from 2020 aug 04
now i am coming back to myself, recovering, rebalancing, breaking old patterns.
this is what i need for my body to feel safe to function. to feel pleasure. to feel, period.
chani nicholas said something like “i promise [this] will push you to do things you didn’t think you could do and in the process you will up open so much”
(i’m not sure if the [this] was 2020, or going all in, or both)